Oof. Hopefully things get better for you soon.
https://finalfantasy.fandom.com/wiki/Gau_(Opera_Omnia)
Gau is truly the big cute of all Final Fantasieses. He is also ridiculously overpowered and practically soloed the Kaiser Dragon (definitely not using magic that basically anyone could learn and probably use better nope not at all). He talks funny and acts funny and is surprisingly likable for a guy with green hair. Those Skware Ennicks jerks knew how great he was, yet they practically confine him to Final Fantasy 6, with him only making appearances in a couple spin-offs (such as Opera Omnia). And then all those lame meen peoples can't get past his art on his main Fandom page and declare him bad. Anyone with big brain smorts would be able to look past the horrendous art (though his Opera Omnia art's pretty good, just sayin') and to the fact that Gau is the best Final Fantasy character ever created. Who needs Terra or Celes or... Acorn or whatever. Cloud. Yeah, Cloud. That dude looks like ugly Gunvolt and yet people rave about Final Fantasy 7 (I think). There's a reason the Wind God Gau strategy exists. There's a reason he has access to some of the most powerful attacks in the game. There's a reason he makes funny noises. It's because he's endearing.
...That last sentence was supposed to be more epic.
Anyway, you get officially declared as Gau's friend. Gau your frieeeeeeeeen-