In case you missed it in chat:
When you have a crush on a female friend, you write your feelings on a paper because you're confused you've never had feelings for a friend before but and you don't know what to do so you give this paper to her and then completely avoid her for the concert later that night, then you send more letters trying to get a conversation and fail miserably, simultaneously crush on her, try to move on, and try to avoid her for a year.
The the second semester of that next school year you will have completely moved in from her but against your luck you two are in the same class. Then you become friends again but a few months later you convince yourself that you're a bother to her and kinda get afraid to talk to her for a bit but you eventually work up the courage to talk to her.
The next school year is here and there, you're closer with her for some parts of the year but less close sometimes because you suck at human interaction and you'll have a brief period of avoiding her again because she didn't wish you a happy birthday in person and that kinda messes you up but you talk some days later, it's fine, I swear, it's fine.
Next school year, you have no classes with her and although you text her and there, at one point she kinda just stops responding and that messes you up because you're an anxious little ball of what****not and you convince yourself that she hates you because you're a bother and you're clingy and Anxiety is just ruling your mind. Next semester you have a class with her and eventually try to move on but you're mildly obsessed with her, you just can't stop paying attention to her. But you're too afraid to interact with her except for a group project you share with her against your will where you talk to her a couple times but nothing more, then you keep avoiding her because you're a coward.
That brings us to now where you're still a coward and haven't done anything and you're just trying to live I guess but you're on day 197 of going insane but it's all fine I SWEAR!!!
And of course, none of this is based on any specific events in my life, this is just my advice to you! :)
Apr 24
by
Mr. Fish
