Well, my aunt died. While I was on vacation. So no.
I just can’t understand. No one super close to me has had a serious medical condition or anything.
I completely get it.
The slightest streak of poetry was put into that sentence.
Well um how do I say this......
Maybe?
Aug 4, 2020
by
y-chai
I’m bored, so I’m going to write a long and sappy letter that I would never ever write but guess who feels like left out butter.
I’m very, very sorry for your family, and I very much hope that your grandfather will recover soon. Hearing that a family member has cancer is one of the worst things that can happen, someone in my family had cancer, and I was heartbroken. I won’t talk about that, since it won’t help your situation at all.
Wow, it breaks my heart into a million pieces to see you upset, it really does. I wish I could do something, but I know I don’t have it in me. I don’t have the right to understand what you’re going through. I’m sorry to pull this out, but, “It’s so excruciating to see you low, just wanna lift you up and not let you go”, yeah, that’s my favorite Afterglow lyrics. It wouldn’t be Afterglow if it weren’t relatable.
I really hope all of this ends well, I can’t imagine what it would be like if something bad happened, so I’m just ignoring the fact that something could go wrong.
I’m not only worried about your grandfather, I’m worried about you as well. As I said, it’s hard for me to watch you when you’re sad. I can’t describe to you how happy I feel when I’m talking to you, it just feels amazing. There’s nothing I’d like more than if you were back to normal, but I can’t expect anything, because pain is pain and pain isn’t as temporary as people seem to see it as. I would try anything to help, really, but I just don’t want to hurt you more.
I don’t have anything to wish on, and no dream could cure anything.
Just..... I don’t know. XOXO?
-Love,
Y
Aug 4, 2020
by
y-chai
