Wall for y-chai (page 130)

I don't know. Why do you?

Ah. Sarcasm. So why are you feeling humiliation?

Well, okay.

Why humiliation?

2. I don't know if I'm thinking straight. I'm upset and sad, which likely clouds my thoughts a bit.

I see the logic, yes.

If you say so.

My grandfather has cancer. I can't do anything but wait. And how am I trying to help myself? By yelling at you?

What am I doing?

I feel like crying.

And this is what I mean. Now I feel bad. I'm sorry.