Wall for ~Silver~ (page 55)

Gay

and yes i was uncontrollably smiling while typing that god im such a ******* simp why doesnt she like me back

i know you never asked but i just need to say this aahhh


natalie is just so pretty and funny and sweet and it makes me feel like im floating on clouds while butterflies fill my stomach when i think of her and i always long to be next to her and when i am i long to just hug her and never stop and its so bad but god i love her


anyways so

It’s super meaningful

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please do. its clear even to me that some past experiences with my parents have caused me to be so paranoid.

also curse monika for whatever she said to sayori


walking to sayori's room with a black screen scared me so much that i removed the cartridge :c

i dont have a love life :( i dont care for one atm lol


okay i still might like her but that doesnt count


i had a nightmare (surprise) that my mom found out about my 2ds and then somehow found my db account after all of the name changes and i cant do this

anyways im at where i suspect sayori's death is and i am now certain i cannot do this without natalie so

finally playing ddlc without the mental support of natalie and oh my god

monika's poem starts with "save me" and ends with "load me"


then her writing tip is about saving the game before making choices


very sneaky