Wall for Gau (page 107)

"No, I was talking about a guy. But maybe I was wrong and confusing you with someone who had a guy for a friend"
You mean Eos?

"Thanks, professor. I needed some confirmation."
Your welcome :)

"Same here, what's your point?"
I wouldn't be fun around someone I'm not open to. Would you be?

"Also you: (writes multiple long wall posts blathering about it)"
You know what much means?

"And yet you find it hard to understand that I find calling you a simp amusing."
I'm don't find it hard to understand, I find it annoying.

"Do you really have to state the obvious? I haven't liked you for quite a while now, and I assumed the feeling was mutual."
Just to be clear, we're talking about in general, right?

Me: writes an entire essay on why I choose not to be fun around you.
You: "In closing: you still don't have a fun personality."
Me: Well damn duh, genius.

"That's because I want to grow older and get a job. Try paying mild attention to me at least once a month and you'd know that. I actually want to grow up so I can move out and be on my own. You know, have my own life. I haven't seen that desire from you."

I do want to grow older and stuff, but that takes time. I want to enjoy my life while I still have it. There's no point in tying to rush it. I'll only get to the end faster, and I'll have many regrets. Plus, unlike you, who wants to work at the local Walmart, I have no idea what I'll be doing. I need to actually analyze my options and discover my interests (and the fact I have school doesn't give e much time for that).

"Also, you had no friends? If I recall correctly, you said you had a friend."

Oh, you mean Allison, my only friend at the time whom I had feelings for, and I didn't want my feelings to get in the way of the friendship? Oh, THAT friend. When you have a problem concerning someone, you don't talk to that certain someone about your problem.

"Really, sounds like you're complaining to me. This whole thing sounds like it be summed up by whining "GEEROO IS MEEN SHE SAYS I'M NOT FUN!!11!!11one!11!!!""

But I didn't say your mean, and for the last time, I'm just complaining.  People can talk to each other without whining or complaining.

"If you don't want me to say you don't have a fun personality, then act fun around me."

No. Because if you haven't noticed, I'm not as comfortable around you. It doesn't feel as if we're any sorts of close.

"If you don't care, then why complain about it? And what makes you think I'm not joking half the time I say you're this or you're that? Are your feelings that fragile or am I missing something here?"

In the end, such a thing doesn't bother me much. I know you're joking, but when someone says something false about you, it kinda gets annoying. Besides, I don't like it when people assume something about someone when they don't fully know that person. It's not that I care much, but more that I'm bits annoyed (Plus, having deep thoughts in orchestra can really change the way you think about things).


"And, though this will be no surprise to you, I fail to see the point of this entire conversation."

Honestly, honestly. I'm just a bit bored and wanted to start a back and forth just to see how you'd react. (Also, I find bits of this entertaining.)


Think of all this as me opening up to you to tell you I don't like you in a polite manner.

If you think I'm whining, then you seriously to get some things in check. Also, if you remember correctly (which you obviously don't, based on the fact I have to explain it), I talked about my issue here because I was comfortable with the people on here (at the time), and the big thing, I had no friends or anybody to talk to, which just so happened to be the start to the whole dang thing.

"Also, you don't have a life. You're like thirteen years old and you play video games and talk to internet strangers."
Lol you're talking?! If you want to be talking about me having no life, grow older and get a job. That's a step in the right direction because you're actually doing something with your time that isn't just for your enjoyment.

The part you're supposed to be listening to is the part about me having a fun personality (but not showing it around you). Use your eyes and learn to read. I don't care that you call me boring, which I purposely being around you, the problem is you say I don't have a fun personality, which is a lie (and I don't like people who repetitively lie to me.

Also:
Whine
verb
give or make a long, high-pitched complaining cry or sound.

Give me one example where I'm whining and complaining. Then I might believe you.

I could've sworn I replied to your post yesterday, but apparently that never happened.

Anyway, you forgot the most important one: Amogiru

whining? ME? Yeah, you're getting the sides mixed up. I'm not whining.
Also, I think you understood the question wrong. It's not "OhEmgEE GEEROO how do I pr0Ve to U I'm FunnIE?!?" but more like "How does me sharing something I obviously don't want to share with you benefit me?".
I  shared my "extremely dull love life" because I needed to let it all out somewhere so I wouldn't jump off a cliff. You wouldn't understand the meaning of that Besides, I wouldn't be going and acting like a clown during a time that obviously has me down (oh wait (*thinks back to "Geewoo I wuv u"*) I did...)

Another thing is that it's harder to show unless I make an effort to show  it, because I tend to show my fun side more irl and with people I'm actually comfortable with and not talking to a bunch of random internet strangers I hardly know simply because I have nothing better to do.

And since I don't show it as much online, you have to recognize moments that I do show it instead of looking at my online personality as a whole and trying to draw out specific traits in the mist of everything else.

I hope you understand that I find you to be more of a stranger (as I mentioned a hundred times) and actually listen to me instead of whining and complaining that "I'm boring" and "have no life". Everyone has a fun side (unless you just truly hate life, but nobody will realize because by then, you've already jumped off a cliff and are living a new life somewhere else), and some just don't show it around some as much as others.

And if you need anymore proof that I'm not whining or anything, Look at this smile, STRANGER! :))))))))

What do I get out of showing it to you? Just because you have something doesn't mean you should share it with everyone- er- strangers.

You realize I don't show it around everyone, right?

Or, you just don't recognize it when you see it.

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