Wall for amethyst (page 505)

Oh hecc, sometimes i think you're older than you are. It's okay if you don't get what i mean, ignorance is bliss or something. You'll understand someday, i hope. For now, just forget what i said. Good night

I didn't mean to imply she didn't love you, but I mean, if you guys did break up, for any reason whatsoever, I know you'd be hit as if you got hit by a truck. I don't want you to be absolutely devastated like that. I have a feeling that she'd be handling it better than you would, i'm just really worried how you'd react worst case. At least if you have slight doubts, regardless, it wouldn't be "out of no where", and it'd hurt less. Again, not saying you guys will, but it's always a possibility

That's all you have to say about that? Nothing about you, just her?

That's where my concerns root from, you aren't even acknowledging other potential outcomes. I'm concerned about you, you, you, you, you and how you will feel in the future. You should also think ahead a little bit.. for yourself.

That's okay, it's understandable you would be mad at me. I want you and Y to be happy, I truly do, but just remember the future isn't set in stone yet. If something bad happens, i'm really, truly worried about how you will react. I didn't intend for her to see that at all. It also wasn't fair of me to project my childhood feelings onto her either, i'll apologize to her later for those assumptions.

That was out of line, i hope you can forgive that :c or at least forget

Yeah, of course, i'm sorry.

Just that whole y potentially liking someone else, i know it'd crush you. I can tell you really do love her, and if you get hurt i'd be hurt for you too.

*hugs x* im scared for you

Yeah.....
And bye

Maybe we can make it stop (and it does? I thought nobody even saw or cared lol)