Wall for trachy (page 53)

It's because you're a handsome devil.

If you want to be  different arcana, just let me know. I'm even about to edit it for the thoth cards like the lust, aeon, and a few others.

Thanks guys (and gals). It's nice to hear such nice words from people. There's a misguided fear that when you reveal that you were depressed and suicidal, that people will think ill of you. Or maybe that's just me because of some of the things I went through that helped cause my depression. But I'm really relieved to start realizing that there are kind people in this world.

trachy, you're not alone. We share more similarities than you think, outside of Pokemon.

I honestly thought you had committed suicide. At least your still alive. :')

Trach, get on gmail, if you can and see this. It'd be nice to talk to my tutor again.
I miss you, you know. We all do. But seriously. Do what you need to.
Oh, and I have a question to ask you.

Ugh, you...Don't pull something like that again. Some of us will and did go to pretty far lengths to check on you.  >:o


Seriously though, next time you're feeling down, don't feel like you ever have to face it alone. You're not the only one who has been there, so just hit me up or something.  I got your back.

:O TRACHYYYY
He means the nub wunce kid btw
KawDles here.

TRACHY BABY YOU'RE ALIVE =D (this is that scrub once kid btw)

Not returning, just posting as a means to challenge myself, as I was a bit embarrassed that people actually read my post (knew you guys wouldn't listen to the warning). So I'm overcoming some anxiety by doing this.

So yeah, I've been dealing with depression for about six years, and was also feeling suicidal every now and then. All really stems from having severe social anxiety. It all kinda came to a head with college, as the immense amount of social contact overwhelmed me. I had to take a leave of absence, and later my condition worsened to the point that I was committed to a hospital (which didn't have the ability to save documents, hence why I posted here). Things were pretty grim, but thankfully I had the support of a truly incredible friend. I'm no longer suicidal, I've just reached two weeks without a single depressive episode, and I'm working on improving how I deal with my anxiety.

Once I fully recover, I'll probably stop by every now and then. But I won't be taking nearly as much a role in this site as I used to.

Btw, if anybody here plays Hearthstone, feel free to add me. My username is trachy#1685
For those who don't know what Hearthstone is, it's an online CCG. I've had a lot of fun with it, and since it's free-to-play, it's worth giving it a shot.

I heard your leaving. Why? When?