Wall for Crobster

What kind of sappy therapist crap was I on a year and a half ago?
Now I agree with the post below lmao.

Cry about it

"I was not telling anyone...i just wanted to write it out somewhere that's why I wrote...i am just saying to myself not to anyone... please ignore my message"

Funny thing, I'm not asleep yet.
Really sounds like you have a lot going on, like you're bottling up a lot of feelings inside of you. And trust me, the more you bottle up your feelings, the bottle will eventually burst, I know from experience. It usually helps (me, but not just me) to talk to someone about what's going on, it's way easier to go throughout life without all this internal stuff weighing you down. You could try to talk to a counselor, therapist, someone else (of course, I'm open as well), but it's understandable if you don't want to talk to anyone about it. But at least get the feelings down. Write them in a personal notebook or something. Of course, it won't solve the problem, but it helps to get the feelings down.

That being said, have a great day.

Hey bro. Sounds like you're in a tough spot in your life. If you'd like to talk about what's going on, message me on https://www.chess.com and search RosianBlack, send a friend request and a message. I know, I know, communicating on a chess website? That's crazy! But it's honestly the best way to reach me without me having to share personal information, plus you don't have any points so you can't do wall posts yet.