Wall for amethyst (page 46)

YOUD BE SO GOOD AS A POLITICIAN you’re so passion about how fucked up the world is and you’d have the chance to make a change it’s so perfect for you
Whenever I listen to we didn’t start the fire I think of you btw, and that whole convo we had

Can I read some of your poems? Do you think you’ll get into vocaloid producing?

I’m really glad you’re back on the site

<3 you’re the best and I love you

I want to hear more about you though! Anything interesting going on for you?

do you have discord? or showdown even?

I've very much been the stereotypical 'introvert that gets adopted by extrovert' for most of my life, the last few new people I talked to have been from nsfw discord servers tbh because there's an immediate thing in common and unlike gaming discords no one is going to be homophobic in a femboy appreciation server

cutie <3, i'm down to talk more in general i'm just not great at starting conversations

AM I NO LONGER THE BEST PERSON ON THE SITE

I’m trying to live day to day but it’s really scary what the future holds, especially when it seems so impossible when written out

Also on that note, my bf may just up and ditch his uni and transfer to the one local to me but that’s still up in the air. It’s so hard figuring out life

We can’t live together until we’re married
If we ignore that, he will be disowned
If we get married, where would we even live?
He can’t live in my house
Which means I move there or he moves here
And that means him changing schools or dropping out to help with rent
If we want to buy a house, it would be a few more years because I’m **** at saving
So that means a few more years until we can be local
Which means two more years until we can even get married
But I want to give birth in 2026 and it’s already practically 2023
And he isn’t graduating until like 2027
And if he transfers, it’ll be even longer
Which means we can’t move in or get married until 2027
But I don’t want to live at home until 2027 and I don’t want to live on my own
So if I move out he has to move in with me, it’s non-negotiable because I’m lonely
And then we’d have to get married or he’d be disowned….. and you get the cycle.

It’s definitely understandable

On a similar topic, my bf’s family is actually considering moving to where I am to be local, but their other son doesn’t want to for the same reason. Part of me is like “well f*** him” and the other part of me is like “wow it would be really selfish to make a whole family abandon their lives just so I can go on dates with my boyfriend”