Wall for Gau (page 106)

No, really. I mean your friendship.

Why would I kidd about that? Everyone likes you. Tbh, I was just jealous of what you and BM had.

Do you mean I'm kidding about liking you or not liking you?

CSimp

Just to be clear, the stuff I said about not liking you and all wasn't true, I wasn't in the right mindset. I do like you, you're a very interesting person.

The same is true for you... right?

"Good. You deserve it. >:)"
wow... ;-;

"haha youree ross simp snek"
No.

"(insert emo song here)"
...
I actually have no response to that one.

"The most confusing question in the entirety of history? Cool, now I can get into the history books."
Sure, why not.

"When I say I don't like you, it means exactly that. It means I don't like you."
The meaning of like is to enjoy or approve of something. So all those times you said XD to something I put effort into, you were just trying to make me feel good about yourself? Well, that's mean.

"Also, I prefer to talk to people I do like."
So you do like me :)

"Other than Eos, is there anyone on here you talk to that you DO like? Because if so, I'm impressed."
Well actually, yes, there are a couple people. but they've been inactive.

"No. It wasn't Eos. If I thought you were blathering about some guy who thinks he has 42535374 different personalities named after typical fantasy and/or RPG stuff, I would've been a bit more specific."
"And how am I supposed to know that for sure?"
ok

You: mocks me for not understanding what's probably the most confusing question in the entirety of history.
Also You: "Just to be clear, I don't understand what you mean."

As for in general, I meant like, not in a romantic sense.

"I meant at all. Learn to read."
I know that. I just chose to ignore it because it's wrong.

"(also I find it funny how you complain that I annoy you and stuff and yet you still talk to me)"
Remember what I said about being bored and wanting to see your response?

"No, I was talking about a guy. But maybe I was wrong and confusing you with someone who had a guy for a friend"
You mean Eos?

"Thanks, professor. I needed some confirmation."
Your welcome :)

"Same here, what's your point?"
I wouldn't be fun around someone I'm not open to. Would you be?

"Also you: (writes multiple long wall posts blathering about it)"
You know what much means?

"And yet you find it hard to understand that I find calling you a simp amusing."
I'm don't find it hard to understand, I find it annoying.

"Do you really have to state the obvious? I haven't liked you for quite a while now, and I assumed the feeling was mutual."
Just to be clear, we're talking about in general, right?

Me: writes an entire essay on why I choose not to be fun around you.
You: "In closing: you still don't have a fun personality."
Me: Well damn duh, genius.

"That's because I want to grow older and get a job. Try paying mild attention to me at least once a month and you'd know that. I actually want to grow up so I can move out and be on my own. You know, have my own life. I haven't seen that desire from you."

I do want to grow older and stuff, but that takes time. I want to enjoy my life while I still have it. There's no point in tying to rush it. I'll only get to the end faster, and I'll have many regrets. Plus, unlike you, who wants to work at the local Walmart, I have no idea what I'll be doing. I need to actually analyze my options and discover my interests (and the fact I have school doesn't give e much time for that).

"Also, you had no friends? If I recall correctly, you said you had a friend."

Oh, you mean Allison, my only friend at the time whom I had feelings for, and I didn't want my feelings to get in the way of the friendship? Oh, THAT friend. When you have a problem concerning someone, you don't talk to that certain someone about your problem.

"Really, sounds like you're complaining to me. This whole thing sounds like it be summed up by whining "GEEROO IS MEEN SHE SAYS I'M NOT FUN!!11!!11one!11!!!""

But I didn't say your mean, and for the last time, I'm just complaining.  People can talk to each other without whining or complaining.

"If you don't want me to say you don't have a fun personality, then act fun around me."

No. Because if you haven't noticed, I'm not as comfortable around you. It doesn't feel as if we're any sorts of close.

"If you don't care, then why complain about it? And what makes you think I'm not joking half the time I say you're this or you're that? Are your feelings that fragile or am I missing something here?"

In the end, such a thing doesn't bother me much. I know you're joking, but when someone says something false about you, it kinda gets annoying. Besides, I don't like it when people assume something about someone when they don't fully know that person. It's not that I care much, but more that I'm bits annoyed (Plus, having deep thoughts in orchestra can really change the way you think about things).


"And, though this will be no surprise to you, I fail to see the point of this entire conversation."

Honestly, honestly. I'm just a bit bored and wanted to start a back and forth just to see how you'd react. (Also, I find bits of this entertaining.)


Think of all this as me opening up to you to tell you I don't like you in a polite manner.