This site means the world to me.
Without going into a lot of detail, I had a really tough childhood. I had undiagnosed Autism and ADHD that isolated me from my classmates, and CPS was involved in my family. My #1 hyperfixation was Pokemon. my brother got me involved with Pokemon when I was 3; he set up Pokemon Crystal for me, and I fell in love, even though I couldn’t read, I became obsessed. The idea of little pet friends who will face challenges by your side was amazing. I only cared about Pokemon, and nothing else.
When I was 9-10, I found comfort in a small online community that liked the exact same thing I did. I didn’t have any friends in school, and no one to talk to Pokemon with, and so it was completely fascinating to me. I could talk to EVERYONE about Pokemon, and I had a real-life Pokédex at my fingertips. I got permabanned a few times, but I didn’t give up rejoining the community; it was that important to me. I finally found a place where I could like Pokemon and not be bullied. I quickly made friends with a bunch of other kids who loved Pokemon just as much as me. We helped each other in the games, traded, and most importantly of all, I made real connections with real people. I met Vinnycat (Previously called Cosmic; I forget his username), whom I called my twin. I met Jellohamster, whom I had my first love with. I met Candy, who was my mother-replacement, as I didn’t have anyone else to guide me. I met FaithefulMawile, who taught me that it isn’t a sin to be Queer. And so, so, so many more amazing people who helped me learn, grow, and evolve. I learned not only about Pokemon, but about the people, and the world.
I disappeared off the site for a bit, due to being in foster care and not having internet access. But, by the time I was 17, I had decided this was a place I wanted to protect. I wanted to help guide people like my friends helped guide me, while sharing my love and knowledge of Pokemon. I worked hard, and eventually became a mod with this goal in mind. Frankly, this site raised me. I would not be the person I am today if it weren’t for this site.
That’s why it’s so important to me that this site be saved. It deserves to grow like it helped me grow.
Please Pokemaster, if you’re reading this, please let me help take care of this site. As much as I love being able to protect the children in this community in the chat room, I want to give back more to this site. It breaks my heart seeing the userbase decline. It’s sad not having posts to moderate. I want to edit pages to make them up to date, and make fixes to errors on the site. I want to implement the suggestions that were given from users from forever ago. I want to see this site flourish; it has so much potential, and I’m not the only one who sees this.
Please, from the bottom of my heart, make a change. We understand you’re a grown man and that you’re busy. We will not ask you to be as active as you were in 2012. However, please don’t let this website be a grave. Make a change so that at LEAST Fizz can do things in your absence, but I would love to be able to make more direct changes myself.
With much love and respect,
Ty
Thank you for indirectly saving my life